I did it. I jumped heart first into sending my soul work into the world. If you haven't noticed, I have been quiet here as I set up shop and finally got the courage up to launch my herbal line into the world. This is the start of a LOT of goodies and not only physical goodies but spiritual goodies. I am in the process of well, processing. I have a couple ebooks and/or ecourses that are surfacing, slowly. With choosing vulnerability as a strength instead of the societal perceived weakness, doors are opening. Eyes are opening. My own internal eyes. My guides are speaking, louder now then I have ever felt and heard before.

And what changed? I asked. I opened that space for communication because I finally felt able to communicate. I finally gave up expectation of myself with how I "should" talk to them. How I "should" have a relationship with the higher power(s). And that, that is liberating.

And no, I wasn't quite ready for the floodgates opening of being shown my purpose and a mile long list of medicine to create, medicine to offer. The intention I have to put out there. To offer you. Of having doors open and teachers come into my life that are just perfect for me. The mass of women, and men, surrounding me saying, "Yes, yes! This is what you are here for, this is what you are meant to do! Let me help support you and lift you up!" It has been a whirlwind of emotions and a whirlwind learning to simply trust.

When it clicked, that feeling of trust just being the norm instead of the exception, the overwhelm dissipated. The fog of uncertainty lifted. And I? I got answers. I got answers and understanding and the all knowing nod of "yes." The whisper of, "This is it, yes, run child. Be set free from the confines of your own mind." And also the not so quiet whisper of, "About fucking time you listened!" Yes. My spirit guides have a potty mouth and my soul work does too.

So it is, my loves. I am here and I am bringing all I have out of the dark and into the light. I am a lightworker. A lightbearer. And I am here to hold space for you. Hold you in the light. Hold your pain and worry. Hold it without it holding me. And to then, let it go gently. I am learning this. How to not take on others pain personally but personally. If that makes sense. To hold it and feel it. Help with learning the path to release and then, hand in hand, releasing it together. You are not alone, dear one. You are not.

If you haven't already, go click on the "herbal" tab up top and check out my shop. Starting small and building slowly. Whatever spirit shows me, I will follow. I bring my best intentions into my work. Making sure to not work on my offerings in a cloudy mind space. If I am frustrated or angry, overwhelmed or sad, I will not touch a thing. I will NOT infuse that into my medicine. My tinctures that will be released for sale during the summer are made by either new moon energy or full moon energy. I surround my herbs and my space with crystals to infuse into the atmosphere and the energy of this work. I hope all the best for you and all the healing I have have been given to offer has been brought to the table.

Thank you for allowing me the space to be self focused for a little while, while getting this launched and into the world. Thank you to those sending me messages of love and holding me in the light. I would have a hard time accepting but now, now I am ready to accept others love and encouragement with my whole heart. Thank you. Thank you.

I love you all.

Love and light.

*And the title of this post is dedicated to a dear friend Elisabeth M. Stone. An inside joke that just felt right for this.