There were so many moments we were supposed to have. And now we have none.

Every cup of coffee I drink reminds me of the dreams we had to live so close we could drink them together every morning in person. There were so many hugs we were supposed to have. So many dreams we had to fulfill. And now we have none.

I’m left not knowing how to “friend” anymore. Crying out to the world with very little response. Silent whispers but no hand held out to grab hold of. Dreams of closure I will never receive. Of friendships that will never be. Lessons learned on over extending and desperation. Learning that I have enough.

People have shown me my place in their life. Now I’m learning how to listen.

I miss you. It wasn’t enough time.