In her arms.
She bleeds.
The rape of Proserpina.
And salvation from the underworld.
A mother,
A maiden.
Reunited.
"Ceres and Proserpina"
A very special thank you to Spirit Y Sol for the amethyst and black macrame necklace, used as a headpiece on myself and Soul Makes for the Mystic Crystal Choker, worn as a headpiece by Leena.
Only love,
Katelyn
A dear friend of mine, teacher and mentor sits tonight. Sits tonight with grief and sorrow. Sits tonight with defamation of character at the hands of malicious intent. I know her heart and her soul. And you all, it's gorgeous and filled with the most beautiful golden light. She emanates this high buzzing energy. But mainly, she exudes love. Ooey gooey love. My heart is heavy for her tonight.
Tonight she bleeds out little Eve, her 11th little soul baby that has briefly existed in this earthly realm through the comforts of her womb. Tonight her soul weeps for loss and aches for answers.
When you can't hold someone physically, you can be mindful and intentional about holding them in your heart and soul. Holding space for them. Today, in the crisp, not too sure if it's winter or spring air, I held. I held close and tight. Laura Em, I hope you felt it.
I gathered thirteen quartz points. Two large. Laura Em and Tyler. Eleven small. Each soul baby. Eve included. With written intentions and prayers infusing the space, I dug my hands in the dirt. I buried the crystals. The large ones side by side with prayers on top. Moist dirt holding it close in the earth. One by one I buried the last eleven. Spiraling around. Holding momma and daddy within their womb from the spiritual realm.
Adorned with calendula petals, lavender buds, snail shells Leena collected and wild flowers she picked, then topped with deep purple berries, the spiral was complete.
On a hill by our future garden, you are held.
In my heart and my soul, you are held.
Sometimes space holding comes in the form of moist earth under fingernails and sea salt caramels bubbling away on the stove.
And I promise. All dirt was removed from underneath my fingernails before creating caramels.
Only Love.
Katelyn